21 years i have walked this earth, 21 years....Big step in my life, can legally drink and own a handgun, and go to casinos for my birthday. Not too bad. I guess. Wish my physical friends gave half a shit but sadly they don't.
Earlier today we were all going to get together, celebrate....but no....they all decided last minute to ditch. Using shitty excuses to do so which they've always used. Literally spent the whole day with my cats so I didnt do more than just put a hole in my bedroom wall with my fist. (thankfully didnt break anything...aside from the sheet rock). But the fact is...I was excited hell i was like a little kid getting a new pet, or a bicycle for their birthday....but instead i got a lump of shit and a shoddy text of "I can't make it because of -insert reason here-"...hell none of them wished me a happy birthday. And we've all been friends for close to two years now. One of them I even considered a brother...and I got nothing. My own biological brother atleast remembers my brithday and either calls or texts me. But no. Instead I get a "could you come pick me up?" when I dont even have a car of my own! and why am I going to waste my time when you were going to ditch em anyway???
but anyway, apologies for the rant, literally in tears as I type this. I want to thank all my watchers ahead of time for the happy birthdays, and new watches. Sorry for some of you the first updated journal is a rant, and I haven't really submitted much of well....anything. But i will try to change that, have been searching for work and debating college sooo....yeah.
Anyway, have a good remainder of your memorial day or what ever holiday you have. And see ya'll in the fray. Peace.